THE MINDSET OF THE WINNER

A question I have played over in my mind since I was a small child is : “where did we come from?” the answer “god” comes to mind. “Who made god, and who made them and so on?”
To somewhat settle this question I devised that I am my creator. I am my creator and everyone around me was created from a need inside me and exists to fulfill that need.(with respect to my religious/spiritual beliefs. My parents exist to have raised me My friends exist because I sought company that would partake in my endeavors and when my interests change I create a new area in my life that other figments must step in to fill. I am the artist and the world and my future are the canvas. Other people and belongings are the paint I use to color this canvas with. I am not THE creator, but I am MY creator just as each and every other person is Their creator.
Others don’t exist to me because I don’t know of them, just as AMOGs are random nobody’s who don’t deserve my time because they have nothing to offer me. In my world I am the most important person, in fact, the only person and must think of myself first because no one else has my interests in mind.
This belief is crucial to a successful mindset while sarging in eliminating my fears, including rejection and A.A. If I go to a bar it is because there is a need in me that must be fulfilled. I seek companionship and excitement when I go to a bar, therefore, what I am seeking I will find. Likewise others are in the same predicament. Everyone at the bar has placed themselves there to fulfill a similar need, thus they have come to interact with me. Harder sets provide me with a challenge or give me something to work harder for while those sets I have accomplished are a mere measurement and/ or test of my skills.