At this point in my game I have had 30+ LR’s a few LTR’s and numerous other sexual interactions but what does that mean for me? It means in terms of the mystery method that I have established replication value. However, when you achieve that you must look beyond or you find yourself with unsatisfied partners( outside of sexual terms) and you find that relationships feel hollow and you start to wonder if love is a real thing. Basically you feel you have climbed a mountain and didn’t find what you were expecting. In order to achieve greatness you must define what greatness is. You must set goals and stick to them. Really define what makes you happy, and do not refer to dissonance in order to force the idea.
Also the whole idea of falling in love I chalk off as crap and see that it holds its’ place in the lives of those who are less than socially adequate. Therefore, love is only a state you find yourself in due to your lack of restriction on the flow of lust and neediness that results when you sporadically, and infrequently, find persons you think can fill the part of your life you thought was hollow. Then you reach the top of the mountain I spoke of before and realize that it is a feeling that is replicable and thus loses all magic and begins to carry less weight in the importance of our lives. With this understanding always on the edge of my mind, I must acknowledge and accept it then, find ways to satisfy my need for relationships while avoiding falling into the faux emotional trap often involved with monogamy.
I have come to realize that at this point I am unsatisfied with and, thus incapable of holding a monogamous relationship. One girl doesn’t do it for me because there is always something brighter and shinier just around the corner. My inhibitions are to find numerous girls that I can connect with on a deep level, who find me as fascinating as I find them. Problem is, I know that when you begin to connect with girls in the manner that I do, you find that they always want to be around you, and if you do not express your intent as first item on the program, then you have sub-consciously led them to believe that you want a monogamous relationship. In short, they will begin to manipulate the situation so that they feel that you two are bf/gf, just without the title. They will want you to spend vast amounts of time on the phone with them and will gradually push you to the point where you are constantly around them . In order to stay away from being labeled a liar or a jerk by a girl whom you led to believe that you wanted to join into a monogamous relationship with, You must conduct proper screening during the first few interactions and also lay the groundwork in building your ideal MLTR.
Another Day 2
15 years ago
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